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Barren Land

by Allister Thompson

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1.
Broken Man 03:30
I’m a broken man My life destroyed by my own hand I’m a broken man None of this was in my plan To hurt all I touched To watch it wither away To hurt all I touched I’d give anything for them to stay Under ashen skies The wind steals my cries At the precipice I see all the love I’ve missed We’re all broken When I look around i can see it clear We’re all broken We all live in mortal fear Of getting too close To the fire raging inside Of getting too close To all the reasons why Under distant stars I can see so far To that lost time When once you were mine But I can’t find you I can’t find you Oh it’s all broken
2.
Separation 03:51
Do you long to reach the shores of the farthest sea? Does your heart sometimes break from the need? When all is well Do you still feel the pain? When all is well Do you still feel the pain? Of separation Haunted by visions of what we could be We are blind yet we struggle to see When all is gone Will it still remain? When all is gone Will it still remain? Separation It's the loss that never was It's the gift that we refused It follows us through our lives Why can't we turn our heads to see? Do you long to touch the flame that never dies? Is there something out there that heeds our cries? When all is known Will it still remain? When all is known Will it be enough to gain? Separation
3.
No Way Out 03:11
You float along the surface of your time You think you’re so upstanding, you’re so fine When no one’s around, you reveal your true self A sick and twisted thing creeps in with stealth it seems there’s an incurable darkness in your soul A dirty little being, not even you can truly know The things you do make you so feel fucking ashamed That you curse the very day that you were named You know you’re in a race against decay Got to find the cure tor this sickness some way You don’t want to die having lived a secret sin At the door of the eternal, won’t you please let me in? I wish you well in slaying your inner beast And your worst instincts upon which it does feast The evil in my mind threatens to consume me There’s no way out of this hell that I can see I’m knocking on the door of heaven, So desperately, hysterically, Oh Lord can’t you see? What did you expect, when you trapped us in this life? Doomed to years of suffering, years of strife.
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There’s a gale howling down in the valley There’s snow lashing down on the pines There’s a voice on the wind that cries out It tells me to abandon all my hope The wind of despair Comes to freeze my soul I hope that you can see the light of home That the bitter cold didn’t take you far away My love, it’s lonely here by the dying fire What will I do now that you’re gone? The wind of despair Comes to freeze my soul The wind of despair Comes to kill my soul There’s a gale howling down the valley There’s snow lashing down on the pines
5.
I am but a simple man Never gave a thought to life and death I never lost sleep at night Wondering what lies beyond the sky I once had a lifelong friend With hair red as the sunset Her laughter made my burden lighter In the evening by the firelight One day I came up from the pit Weary from my labors My mother rushed up to me She cried, "Oh God, your lass is dead." They said she went down to the sea To swim in the deep waters When the strong waves dragged her quickly down And stole her life away Now my life's become tiresome to me And people say I've changed Some say that true lovers parted Will be whole again beyond the grave On this night I hear a cry An echo in my mind On still nights the hills are silent And I think I hear her calling my name She calls to me endlessly Come down to me Into the deep black waters And drift away forever Never to be parted again
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As I walked out one May morning dark When the sky hung grey and heavy-o I met a man dressed in black cloak and hood And a shadow spread before him "Who are you, and why do you pass Through my fields and meadows?" "My name is Death, and I destroy the worlds And I have come to take you" "What have I done to be taken so soon? A man who never sinned, o What of my wife and children at home What of their grief and woe?" My name is Death can you not see? Kings and princes bow down unto me My name is Death can you not tell? Time cannot break my spell "In the long span of time," the dark man said Your pain it is no matter, o Man is vain, and his words are empty, o And now it is time to go." My name is Death can you not see? Lords, dukes and ladies bow down unto me My name is Death can you not tell? Love cannot break my spell
8.
Barren Land 02:55
Barren land, the desolation Weak sun pushes at the clouds Dry river cuts the land like a scar Broken buildings, jagged teeth The skeleton of our society Barren land, nothing left Rust and bones and silence Sobbing souls trapped in concrete All sorrows, all regrets They’re gone, there’s nothing left Barren land, desolation The final sum of all we were All arrogance, all hubris Now scattered, dust on a dry breeze The failure of an entire species Barren land
9.
To some life is a joyful time But to him it was a burden to bear It arrives in light and so soon fades way These thoughts they are burned in my mind These thoughts are burned in my mind In the prisons we create with our lives In mansions, apartments and slums We try to find answers to why we’re alive Somebody told him it had to be love Somebody told him it must be love On the day he ended his life The night fell on him so hard There was no one to answer his last sobbing cry No one to hold out a hand Why didn’t I hold out a hand? I knew he was tired of being alone His weakness had put out the fire He couldn’t stand the anguish of his own thoughts He’d already been in the void He’d already been in the void We need each other We can’t stand alone I’m afraid if I did, my world would fall down Just like him, emptiness screams in my ears To survive do I need the strength To survive do I need the strength of two
10.
Don’t let me go I’m falling I’m falling into grey Can you hear me? Don’t let me go It’s so strong The urge is so strong Just to give up Don’t let me go I can’t do it You owe me nothing But I’m begging Don’t let me go I can do it If you just don’t leave me I can make it
11.
In the summer of of '34 Searing heat on the corn She stands there on the drive Black snake crawling up her thigh The rain comes pouring down As I drive into town To buy the gun and the rope To bring my life back some hope Her father said take my girl She's a bad-tempered cuss, she ain't no pearl She can see what's in your mind Call spirits down from the sky Ever since our wedding day My crops won't grow and she says That's the price for marrying me You’re damned for eternity Ever since that ring went on her hand A blight is on my land The milk has all gone sour Dogs howl all through the hours Locusts ate all of my wheat There's maggots living in my meat Her voice is in my mind Saying you'll never leave me behind Now it's one more bend, I'm almost home With a loaded gun, shaking to my bones As I pull up, I can plainly see She's still there waiting for me
12.
I knew a man Who suddenly went insane He ran away Out into lonely meadows In the lands beyond Where the subway ends He lay alone Watching the grass grow In a field Near a winding river Above his head Not a cloud in the sky He reflected But his mind was full of TV He screamed aloud Life's become too easy I don't want to die I'm not even living Then the sky opened up And rained stars down upon him The flowers cried In the presence of their maker He returned to town And all the people ran away A beam of light Was searing from his eyes They couldn't look The brightness burned their souls Then the sky opened up And rained fire down upon them There was nowhere to hide From the passing of the judgement
13.
Father 02:46
Father, my memory’s like sepia I see you standing tall I see in you what I wanted to be I see how your life became a tragedy You saw yourself start to age You weren’t ready to be old You gave in to ego, you gave in to lust In the end you betrayed all our trust But I understand There’s nothing to be done about it now Because I feel that fool stir in me I know I could do it too I know I could tear everything to shreds And make nothing of the life she’s led There’s two kinds of examples The one you follow and the one you don’t The one sets you on a new course The one that breaks the chain of sorrow And I understand You were weak, and so am I But I can try
14.
Be 01:27
A pale sun squeezes through the blinds I wake to find myself alive Go to the window to gaze at the sky I’m grateful I’m still here to try I’m grateful I’m still here to try I’m trying to live with this void in me It wants to pull me into the dark Whether I’m alone, or you stand with me Wisdom is learning just to be I’m trying every day just to be

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The "Barren Land" is the place in the human psyche where our attempts to generate light fail, a place where loneliness, sadness, anger, depression, self-loathing, and loss rule. Yet even within the darkness of our lonely, transient lives, there are still glowing embers that can show us the way out to a more peaceful place.

While this album explores that darkness and despair, empathy is its true theme.

It's also a return to the sparser, folkier styles I recorded in when I started making my own music in the year 2000, combined with sonic influences from dream pop, shoegaze, and progressive rock.

VIDEO: "Forever Autumn": www.youtube.com/watch?v=hMaWRuMI710
VIDEO: "No Way Out" www.youtube.com/watch?v=H-EjzF1rtJg

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released September 30, 2020

"Forever Autumn" was composed by Jeff Wayne, Gary Osborne, and Paul Vigrass (Copyright Songs of Universal Inc.). The original version can be found sung by Justin Hayward on the album "Jeff Wayne's Musical Version of The War of the Worlds."

“The Strength of Two” is for Jeremy

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This is the place to meet the psychedelic, progressive, ambient, and folk/rock music of Allister Thompson released under his own name and as The Gateless Gate, Sons of Birches, Twilight Fields, and Khan Tengri.

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